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Ok. I am starting to get a bit freaked out now. I really have been trying to think positively as best I can, but keep hearing so many bad and negative things that it is affecting me. As Neil would say, "It's bringing me down, man," except that he'd probably go upstairs and try to hang himself and see if the others notice, whereas I am way smarter than that. ;) Am I just starting to face the reality of the situation, or am I conforming to mass hysteria and fear being pumped out with the media? I don't know. Every part of me feels torn in different directions. I just want this to end with as little damage as possible, and I want to let you people out there that will be going through this with us, that I care for you all and am hoping for the best. I will do my best to stay in touch.