Not your typical post..no purses, clothes, food, sinuses, etc

[plunkybug]

I was seriously upset and depressed for most of the day. All because my mind got carried away with some things in the recent days...subliminal stimuli if you will. Looking back now, I can see some of the influences. I don't really care to see if there was something deeper there or not. I had minor tears pop out throughout the day, though at times I just wanted to burst open, to "bleed" and let it all drip away. Drip, drip, drip. To sit and cry and empty myself. I suspect the major culprit of this was hormones and made worse by my overactive imagination. They [scientists of some study somewhere sometime] say that people cry because of too many hormones [they say they have found hormones in tears], so it stands to reason that I had an abundant surge of hormones that needed to be released. Only I was at work all day and could not. I am still having feelings back to this morning, when my feelings were the strongest. But I can't feel the need right now. I want it to flow out of me, naturally. At the right time.

Comments

[wundermuffin.livejournal.com]

meh... how are you feeling now?

[plunkybug.livejournal.com]

Mad at Chas, tired, but otherwise ok.

[wundermuffin.livejournal.com]

yeah, i read your other post. i hope things are better now.

[plunkybug.livejournal.com]

They are. We just needed time to cool down, organize our thoughts, and talk about it. Two Leos with Cancer and Virgo cusps under one roof can make life interesting. :P

[wundermuffin.livejournal.com]

hahaha. understandable. glad things are better.