Anxiety

I just woke up not to long ago after having a dream where (among other things) I was seeing a lot of people from high school who I wouldn't normally see outside the confines of a reunion, and I realized as I woke up, that my 10 year reunion is/was supposed to happen about now...I can't find the paperwork for the exact details for a date. I was not going to actually go...it was $60+ per person, but there was a picnic or something not too far from here that same weekend that was free that I had thought about attending. I think I missed both, and I think my dream was a little anxiety over missing it. But what is a 10 year reunion anyway? To see how many of the girls are married, and possibly with kids? To try to one up the other people by having more impressive jobs or careers? I think I would have felt inadequate if we had gone. I do feel that I blossomed after high school, but I am still weird to most, I am sure, and my job is not too impressive. I do have a wonderful husband that I love showing off cuz he is so smart and funny, but with the age gap, he would probably feel a little out of place.